Baby Maverick

This blog was created to keep family and friends updated on what's going on with the pregnancy, birth, and surgical plan for Maverick. We'll also be able to keep everyone updated during his surgery and recovery and hopefully be able to show you some cute pictures of him, Maddie, Carter and Chloe along the way.

This was the original intent; however, when we started this blog we had no idea the twists and turns our lives would take. Our sweet baby Maverick was born September 12, 2008 with Transposition of the Great Arteries, ASD, and VSD. We expected to have a baby boy to bring home three to four weeks after his surgery. He had numerous complications after his arterial switch and fought through many that would have taken the life from an adult. He passed away February 24, 2009 - without ever coming home.

This blog is now a place I share my feelings, work through the grief, remember Maverick, and try to make sense out of our life without him. I hope in doing so I am giving a name and a face to babies everywhere born with congenital heart defects.

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Whatever You're Doing

Just thought I'd share this song with you. So many of the sentiments in it ring true for me right now.
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lyrics :

It's time for healing time to move on
It's time to fix what's been broken too long
Time make right what has been wrong
It's time to find my way to where I belong
There's a wave that's crashing over me
And all I can do is surrender

Whatever You're doing inside of me
It feels like chaos but somehow there's peace
It's hard to surrender to what I can't see
but I'm giving in to something Heavenly

Time for a milestone
Time to begin again
Reevaluate who I really am
Am I doing everything to follow Your will
Or just climbing aimlessly over these hills
So show me what it is You want from me
I give everything I surrender...


Time to face up
Clean this old house
Time to breathe in and let everything out
That I've wanted to say for so many years
Time to release all my held back tears

Whatever You're doing in... more
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Anonymous said...


I love this song so much! We listen to Air 1 in the car, and when it comes on, I cry so hard. The driver's next to me probably think, "stay away from that crazy lady". It is just so touching. No matter what we are going through, God is doing something bigger than we can imagine. It's just hard to release ourselves to that. I just wanted to say "hi" and let you know we are still praying for you.

God Bless,
Jaime (from Edmond)

Anonymous said...

Hi Juli,
Have not talked to you for a while, but wanted to let you know that I am thinking about and praying for you and your family.
Lots of love,